Within Us

Sources of inner strength and courage are often subjects of periodic news stories that we “Ahhh” about but then return to our drained feelings and the day ahead of us. “That’s those people,” we may mutter to ourselves.

Bad news is delivered to us and we feel void of everything human. Suddenly there is no past or future, just the news that slowly digests itself into our minds and hearts. (And, we only want to spit it out but are unable to do so.)

Job lost, diagnosis given, friend’s lament, child’s woe, neighbor’s concern, an event in one corner of the world.

Fourteen thoughts that you thought could never enter nor fit in your head at one time, all occur at once. And, those fourteen thoughts linger and decide to take up residence in your head, as well.

The solutions to our malaise is so abundant these days that it is almost greater than the new guests now living in our heads. All the time, throughout our whole lives, a reservoir of all that we need to regain balance, perspective and calm resides within us.

We thought that we needed to suffer more before endurance would be there to help us. We assumed that more calamity needed to occur in our lives before an inner strength surfaced within us. But there they all are. These strange but familiar friends: courage, strength, perseverance, perspective and the strangest but most familiar of all, patience.

I like the “fire extinguisher image.” You know where it is located and what it is for but you hope that you never need to break the glass and use it. However, once the glass is broken all these friends come barreling out to protect, safeguard and ensure that you see through whatever crisis, tragedy or unbearable situation faces you.

The supply is ample. It is naturally fed each day from the heavens. Its source can be whatever you wish it to be. And, it is yours to guard and keep. After all, it came from within you.

Reactionary

What surprises me the most about football player Tim Tebow’s religious demonstrations is the public’s reaction toward and about him.

I’m late in learning about him and his religious beliefs so it was easy to catch up with all the stories and television profiles about him online. The reaction so easily and quickly turned into sarcasm and jaded jokes that I started to think more about those reacting rather then the actor.

I think that his beliefs are secondary to the cultural story that so quickly showed disdain and shallow dismissal of a young man’s sincerity. That is what I want to hold on to about this young man and wish to remember about him – he is sincere in what he is doing.

As a Catholic, “John 3:16” and his other religious gestures do not speak to me. What affects me the most is his genuineness. Will I some day be fooled if he is not who he says he is? Will I one day be judgmental because he didn’t live up to what he professes? I don’t even know this guy but we all talk about him as though he’s a close friend of ours. What if he fails us in some way?

I believe that’s where the disappointment and rejection come to haunt us. We were fooled. As the rock group “The Who” sings, “I Won’t Get Fooled Again.” We’ll guarantee it through the cynical walls that we will build, the suspicious bushes that will surround our minds and the locked deadened doors that lead to our hearts. We will ensure that sincerity of this type does not effect or touches our homes again. It’s too painful. It’s too risky. It’s too much of living life.

One spiritual writer said, that “coming into contact with a genuinely good man or a good woman causes in other people something that transcends the realm of thought, a veritable instance of the heart getting back its oxygen. These men and women realize that they are getting back something that is essential to their human life.” These people are triggering, once again, their own human heart through a witness of goodness in someone else. The writer continues, of course, by saying that the source of this goodness is not the person but Jesus Christ. (I like to think that it’s a partnership between us and Jesus and not just him illuminating us; after all, it takes two to tango.)

People like Tebow come and go in our lives but what remains is the remnant of someone authentic, something that genuinely represents the best of humanity and its hope.

Tim Tebow cannot depress us back to our jaded ways if some day we discover he has two wives, a mistress and three homes.

Our culture has, unfortunately, dismissed Tebow’s sincerity. It will crucify him (pun intended) if he fails and resurrect him (again, intended) when sponsors return to badge his jersey.

And, all the time we’ve missed the attempt toward goodness. We’ve avoided the heavenly temptation to renew our our hearts and souls. We resort to cheap comic jokes that receive a momentary, swallow laugh from an audience that wishes to not be hurt again.